Holden pulled his truck over to the side of the dirt road and shifted it into park. Letting out a shaky breath he turned to look at me. “Are you sure you want to do this?”

Internally, I rolled my eyes. Out of the two of us, Holden was the nervous one. I was amped up after being put off for so long.

Gripping his hand in mine, I smiled at my sweet boyfriend. We’d been dating since our junior year. In only a few short months, we’d graduate high school and move away to college together. I didn’t know what he was waiting for. “If you don’t want, we can do other stuff. I don’t want to pressure you,” I giggle. “I thought I was supposed to be the nervous one.”

“Forgive me for not wanting to hurt you, Prue.” His eyes blaze. “I want you to enjoy it as much as I will. I can’t stand the thought of being the one to inflict pain on you.”

“I know, but I don’t want to stay a virgin forever, and you don’t want someone else to do it.” I said the last to get a rise out of him and hoped it would force him to act.

Holden growled and push out the driver’s side door to his sleek black BMW. He rounded the hood of his car in record time and opened my door with force. I bit back a victorious grin knowing it could backfire on me at any moment.

Yes, I understood why Holden was hesitant, but surely, he didn’t plan to dry hump me forever.

Pulling a blanket out of the back seat, he laced our fingers together and pulled me behind him as he stomped through the tall grass.

“Where are you taking me?” I asked after we’d been walking for a few minutes with nothing in sight but the grass and trees.

“Please Prue just be patient with me. I…” he gripped the back of his neck with his other hand and squeezed. “Let me make this as perfect as possible. Will you?”

I couldn’t argue with that. When I pictured my first time it wasn’t in a field in the middle of nowhere. I wanted flower petals scattered on a bed with candles lit throughout the room. All that didn’t matter though. I only wanted Holden and my forever with him.

At the sound of running water, we stopped, and Holden laid the blanket down for us to sit on. I watched as he smoothed it out and made sure no rocks were underneath all while I took in the view. We were in a small clearing by a creek with yellow flowers all around us. Even though it wasn’t what I had pictured it was perfect.

“Holden, where did you find this place?” I asked breathlessly as I twirled around in place at the beautiful and unexpected spot, he picked for us.

It wasn’t like Holden spent much time out in the country. If he wasn’t playing football or at school, he spent almost every waking moment with me.

He shrugged before he sat down and held a hand out to me to take. With his eyes never leaving mine, he pulled me down into his lap. “I’ve been planning this for as long as I’ve been making you wait. It took a long time to find the perfect spot.”

“I always thought it would be in a hotel room or when my dad was gone, or your parents were out of town. I never pictured anything as romantic or perfect as this. I can’t believe you found this place though. It really is perfection.”

I kissed him then as the sun started to set and painted the sky beautiful shades of orange and pink, not wanting to waste a moment of our time together. It was hard to be romantic when you had a curfew.

“Anything for you, Prue. You know that.” And I did, Holden wasn’t going to an ivy league school because I hadn’t gotten in to one and couldn’t afford it. I tried to get him to go. I could move with him or we could have a long-distance relationship, but he insisted we stay together making me love him all the more.

Wrapping his arms around me, Holden slowly lowered us to the ground cushioning my landing. “You’re beautiful, Prue.” His hand skimmed down my cheek and along my collarbone. “I don’t want to ever forget today. What you’re giving to me is a gift I will always treasure.”

A tear rolled down my cheek as I smiled up at him, cupping his smooth cheek. “Never in my wildest dreams did I think I’d find the man I plan to spend the rest of my life with in high school. I don’t care what others say about us. You’re perfect for me and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you by my side.”

Slipping the strap of my sundress over my shoulder, Holden followed with soft kisses. His hands cupped my aching breasts through the fabric. Fingers pinching my nipples into hardened peaks.

Running my hands up his ridged abs, my nails scratched along his heated flesh. “I need you to take your shirt off.” I moaned and damn if I didn’t sound sexy.

Holden fisted the back of his t-shirt and pulled it over his head. “Take it all off,” I fumbled with the button on his jeans. Holden wasted no time in stripping down for me.

When his eyes came back to mine, they were filled with fire. A wicked grin took over his handsome face. “I wonder what you have under here.” He flipped my dress up revealing my very lacey and very tiny thong, I wore just for him. “Fucking hell, Prue. If I would have known you were wearing this, I’m not sure we would have made it out of town. Let alone out of the truck.”

Dipping down, he ran his nose up my inner thigh until he came to the apex between my thighs. Biting the fabric, Holden pulled it away and kissed my already slick slit. His large hands gripped my hips and held me up as he plunged his thick fingers inside my core while his tongue set a furious rhythm on my clit.

While it wasn’t the first or even the hundredth time, Holden going down on me this time felt different. He was more intense and deliberate with every stroke, lick, and suck. My fingers dug into his thick brown hair, guiding him to where I wanted him the most. With a nip to my sensitive nub, I hurdled over the edge screaming out Holden’s name repeatedly as he worked every last bit of my orgasm out of me.

Crawling up my body, Holden placed kisses all over my overheated skin before licking up the column of my neck. Reaching my mouth, he plunged his tongue deep, exploring every crevasse while wrapping my hair around his fist and pulling my head to the side. His thick cock dug into my thigh patiently waiting for his turn. My hands caressed down his toned back until they reached the firm globes of his taut ass and squeezed. My body reacted on instinct and started to rub against his. One hand snaked around to grip his cock, pulling him closer.

“Baby, wait.”

“No more waiting, Holden. Please,” I begged.

“I wanted to give you another orgasm or three before…” He cut off and looked down at me worriedly. I love how much he cared about the pain he would inevitably inflict on me. From what I heard from my friends, guys didn’t seem to care and just kept plugging away.

“I’m ready now,” I cupped both cheeks in my hands. “You are most definitely ready. I know it’s not going to be the best the first time, but we have to have a first time to eventually lead to all the amazing sex we’ll be having.”

Holden buried his face in my neck and mumbled. “I’m probably only going to last a couple of minutes if that. Once I breach your…” He shook his head. “I can’t even think about it or I’ll jizz right here and now.”

We both burst out laughing but it quickly turned to hands caressing, lips brushing, and moaning. Once again, I gripped his cock, it jumped to my touch. Holden sat up on his heels and dug around in the pockets of his jeans until he produced a condom.

“You can back out if you want.” He eyes focused on the putting the condom on.

“I want this, but if you don’t.” I felt as if I were pressuring him into doing something he didn’t want to do.

“Don’t mistake my hesitancy as not wanting you. I’ve wanted you from the moment I saw you and I’ll want you for the rest of my life.” He ran his cock along my wetness and moaned. “This already feels amazing and I haven’t even dipped inside.”

Nudging my entrance, his blunt tip slipped inside, and my body went rigid. I thought I was prepared for the intrusion, but I had been wrong. Closing my eyes, I took deep breaths in through my mouth and out through my nose and willed myself to relax. “I’m sorry, baby.” He inched in a little more and my insides pulled him in deeper. Gripping and stretching painfully. “I love you, Prue,” he muttered against my lips. His hot breath made me focus. I didn’t want to remember our first time as painful. I wanted to remember the beautiful moment Holden had created.

“I love you so much, Holden,” I whispered against his panting lips.

Inch by inch Holden pushed in as I stared into his deep brown eyes and inhaled his spicy warmth and breathed through the moment. Slowly he started to move in and out of me, my walls constricted with each movement. Stretching at first with pain, but then as Holden circled my clit with his thumb, warmth started to spread throughout my body. “Fuck Prue, I never imagined you’d feel anywhere near as good as you do. It’s so hot and wet… I’m addicted,” he panted. “I’m so close,” he moaned. “I love you more than anything.”

“I love you. Forever.” I kissed him. Our teeth mashed together in a frenzy of pure passion unlike we’d ever known. Holden grunted into my mouth as his big body stilled and flexed before slumping down on me.

We had done it and it was perfect. Holden was perfect.

I held him close. Closer than I had ever held him before. We were connected now. Forever. Holden would always be my first. My first kiss. My first love. The man I gave my virginity to. He was my forever. I kissed the side of his head as my hands caressed down his back.

After a long moment, Holden’s head popped up. His eyes were sleepy and sated as he looked down at me.  Dipping down, he placed a soft treasured kiss to my lips. He pulled out and I winced internally. I didn’t want him to know how painful it had been. If he knew we’d never have sex again. Rolling to the side, Holden took me with him and tangled our bodies together as we’d done a thousand times before only this time it was more. I had a feeling from then on everything would be more.

Draping myself across his body, I ran my fingers lazily through Holden’s hair. “Thank you for making tonight perfect and beautiful. I promise I won’t forget as long as I live.”

“Neither will I. I love you, Prue,” Holden kissed me in the most tender kiss of my lifetime. “I can’t wait to spend forever with you.”